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Saturday, March 26

Weekend of Indulgence Part II
My apologies for the delay in getting this 2nd set of photos published for you guys, but I've been a bit tired. We had daylight savings over the weekend and I had to work yesterday! Of course I am off work today and first thing I find is that blogger is on a hiatus for a few hours. This will be even later in getting to the masses, but at least I have it. Plans are to do the final one before the day is up.

Maxwell Winery


Here is our first stop of the morning on the 2nd day, Maxwell Wine and Mead. Mr. ralph loved this place so much when we visited last year we had to come back just to buy a few bottles of mead. Yes it is the real thing, and it is made with honey so it is really sweet, which of course is the reason he likes it.

You can also see how they process the grapes inside this winery from a huge open window into the processing area. This is the only winery we've been to that gives you that much of an up-close viewing. I also bought a bottle of some sweet white wine here that I loved from the first sip.

a real hedge maze


That is me up there with the very large bum. I think that no matter how skinny I get, that rear is still going to stick out. I was blessed genetically you might say. Anyway, at Maxwell's they have a hedge maze and mr. Ralph and I ventured in. It isn’t too big so we didn't get lost. It was fun.

d'arenburg winery


The next place we stopped at was the d'arenburg winery. As you can tell from the crest, this place has a sense of history to it. Out the front was a small building we went and had a look at which could have been used at one time as a cellar. The landscaping was gorgeous and I think the place had the most comprehensive list of wines and the cleverest names for them as well. I didn't purchase anything here, mainly because I knew I'd be going to a lot more wineries and didn't want to make my purchases too early.

rousemount estate


Next up was Rosemount Estate, which of course was stunning as well. The thing is, it is very difficult to not call these places gorgeous. They're all beautiful in their own unique way. At Rosemount we were able to see a lot of wine barrels as well as smell the roses as it were.

After that we went to one final winery called Scarpentini where I discovered a beautiful black kitty that I spent most of the visit scratching. It loved me. Unfortunately we don't have any pics of this cat, and the sign was half cut off by my husband's expert photography. But soon after this we were lunching at a local cafe and soaking up more of the surroundings.

views


After an afternoon of rest, reading and some snoozing, we got ourselves dressed up for another dinner in the restaurant. This time I was prepared for how large the servings would be and we both decided to only order a main and a dessert.

dinner on the 2nd night


While walking to the dining area we goofed off by taking lots of photos. The darkness made some of them difficult, but it was still fun nonetheless. And as you can see, we were blessed with a very idyllic setting.

hotel grounds


hotel grounds


And the dinner? Well, I ate beef cutlets with this fritatta that had lots of potatoes and asparagus with hollandaise sauce on the side. I could only eat a little over half the beef and a third of the fritatta. The dessert I had was rockyroad icecream sitting inside this really tart cherry sauce with flake chocolate sticking out the side. It was delectable. I didn't eat it all either, but trust me I was full. I also had a few bites of mr. ralph's brownie. Yum.

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Anonymous honestyrain said...

what a lovely time you had. thanks for sharing pics. makes me feel like i was almost on a wee vacation too ;)

by the way, you looked amazing in that dress (the one you posted pics of previously). seriously. hot hot hot.

11:14 AM  
Blogger Silverella said...

loooverly!!!!!

Great pics...great smile...great place!!!

Im just delighted with your trip and how much you seem to enjoy it!

And hey!!! Happy belated aniversary too!!!!

3:43 PM  
Blogger CheekyMoo said...

Love the pictures, and the dress! And happy belated anniversary. Luckily for us Jennifer Lopez has pulled the bootie straight into being fashionable. I think you look great!

12:25 PM  
Blogger Roni said...

Your pictures have been beautiful! I'm so happy you had a nice trip, that is so important!

3:25 PM  
Blogger Sque said...

Wow what a nice trip that must have been for you both! Great pix too! Happy weekend!

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Friday, March 25

Weekend of Indulgence Part I
I am going to post this in a series, one post for each day of our stay in the McLaren Vale. We tried to take lots of photos of each place we visited.

first stop


The very first stop we made was The Olive Grove where we made a few purchases and had a great time looking at the alpaca's and beautiful peacocks they had.

The day started a bit on the cloudy and chilly side, but we were blessed as it never fully rained, a few droplets fell while we were talking to the birds, but we weren't miffed.

peacock at the olive grove


an alpaca at the olive grove


I bought my new favorite snack called duckah which is an aussie blend of bush spices and nuts that you eat with a bread and olive oil. I have to say it is sooo yummy, and we bought some olive oil based foot cream and some almond nugget for mr. ralph's mum as an Easter present.

woodstock winery


locked up


The next stop was The Woodstock Winery. It was beautiful, but I can't say we visited a place that wasn't. At this winery they have a contraption that was used to hold prisoners by the feet of course the main crime was public drunkenness. and the sign noted that one visit to "the stocks" for public humiliation cured the person from repeated offences. I can see why.

at woodstock winery


We decided to stay at Woodstock and enjoy a hot drink in the lovely setting. As you can tell, the leaves were gorgeous and the colors of fall were coming out. I had a low-fat cappachino and mr. ralph enjoyed what looked like the most yummy hot chocolate. They put a tiny mint choccie on our saucers and I ate it and enjoyed it. This would be my first indulgence of the weekend.

bec at woodstock winery


Rodney at hugh hamilton


Now meet Rodney, a very docile curly-haired Labrador who the workers somewhat lovingly referred to as "the village idiot". He was the first of the sweetest pleasures we found at Hugh Hamilton. This place was my favorite winery for it's views. I could have stood at the windows and stared for hours. The unique round cellar door located at the top of a hill provided the best views of the surrounding area. I can't tell you how breathtaking it was.

hugh hamilton 3


hugh hamilton


Our final stop before going to the Aldinga beach for our picnic lunch was the Fox Creek Winery. We have some more photos of this one to share in part 3 of this series because we went back there on Sunday. This place by far had the best wine (in my opinion) and I also bought one of their funky t-shirts.

my favorite winery


The picnic I packed was seafood salad and a small pasta salad. It was pretty boring but still low-fat and yummy. We didn't spend too long at the beach because after a few tasting throughout the day I was ready to see our room and relax, plus the sun was in and out of the clouds.

beach


skinny dress


Here I am looking very skinny (if I do say so myself) in my size 12 dress by Events. When I bought this dress it was too tight in the thigh area, and now it looks just amazing on me. Well, I feel like I'm tooting my own horn now, but seriously, look at that! I hope this isn't too much information, but I didn't even have to wear a bra! Unbelievable.

watching tv before dinner


Of course one of the best parts of the day was the ending. We had a gorgeous and very filling dinner. We both had sweet potato soup and a prawn and scallops dish served with rice and a cream sauce. It was evil I tell ya, and we were so full after sharing a bottle of wine to boot that we decided to save having a dessert for Saturday night.

smile please

7 Comments:
Blogger Silverella said...

wowowowow!!!

You look so super slim and gorgeous on this dress!!!!! All I can say is wow!!!!

And I'm so glad you had a great weekend!!!!

3:13 PM  
Blogger Bev - Living In Hormoney said...

You look fabulous!

12:32 AM  
Anonymous krista said...

the weekend sounds like a blast...and you & your dress look beautiful!!

4:03 AM  
Blogger Ms Gigglepuss said...

Wow!! You look wonderful...and so happy too!!

Your weekend sounded wonderful...take me along next time :)

4:09 AM  
Blogger CAD Monkey said...

Did you smuggle an alpaca home? I so would have!

Looking good!!

4:56 AM  
Blogger kimba said...

Sounds like you had an excellent weekend, gorgeous.

You look amazing in that dress! So sexy, so slim and just radiant. Happiness is really shining out of you these days :)

10:38 AM  
Blogger Shannin said...

Great photos! I love wine tasting, and would love to do it there.

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9:47 AM


Wednesday, March 23

Having your cake and...
I had the best piece of cake yesterday.

I know, I know. This is a diet journal, but I couldn't resist. I usually decline cake on Birthday's at work, I even didn't have one on my own Birthday (at work that is), and the moment I saw it, I knew it was love at first sight.

It was called a called a coffee cake, but it wasn't coffee cake exactly. It was more like a normal sponge cake with coffee flavored cream.

It was heaven.

It really was.

Lets hope for my sake that I don't have too many more weak moments because if I can help it, I want to lose weight this week.

The weekend is going to be so hard with the wine and the cheese and all the eating out.

But if I gain I promise I am not going to be hard on myself, it is Easter, and my Anniversary, and I will still reach my goal by the end of April.

At the moment the scale is up again, but as I've noticed in past weeks this is nothing to get to worked up about, not yet anyway. Come Friday morning if it is up I will just record the gain and start again.

I haven't been able to stick to the 18 point plan yet, but I still have a few days in which to try to shave some points off. I could still do it. But I don't think it will be happening with coffee cakes floating around.

Thanks for all your encouragement over the last few weeks. I couldn't have made it here without you.

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Blogger Silverella said...

I have discovered something through the last year or so, about having a treat that is. When I eat something that I trully like, and I eat it with full consious of having it as a treat, and with no feelings of guilt, it usually doesnt make any real harm to my body. Like my body shares the happiness of having eaten something yummy, and it doesnt store it in its fat cells immediately. Weird, innit?

5:14 PM  
Blogger FunkyB said...

Maybe you gave your metabolism a good kick in the pants??? Sometimes a treat will get your body back in gear.

You're still in the game, always remember that!

2:25 AM  
Blogger Denise said...

Argy's right on: enjoy it fully, and then let it go! :)

8:10 AM  
Blogger Lady in R3d said...

Hi!! Wheeeeeee. I love butterflies. I'm a new blogger who found you by surfing. Good luck with dieting. Congrats so far! SOund like you have a great support here. It's so hard to do! Like others say, don't beat yourself up over being human. I think many a time, the indulgence on an isolated time, will motivate you more. It's hard "being deprived" or feeling deprived, is probably a better way to say it.

Also congrats on your upcoming anniversary. I saw other interesting posts here, so being new, I'm going backwards to look around.

Hope you and/or others will stop by my site because I'm so new, I have to shamelessly ask (beg), for visitors. It's not a diet blog. It's a photo and writing blog that will evolve with more variety.

Keep it up! :)
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5:15 PM  
Anonymous Faith said...

Great blog!

2:41 AM  
Blogger CheekyMoo said...

My scale is bouncing around right now too so I know how you feel. It will start going down again soon. You're doing great! The cake sounded yummy. I'm jealous. :-)

12:17 PM  
Blogger kimba said...

Don't apologise for talking about cake on a 'diet' blog - if you can't talk about it here, where CAN you talk about it! I hope you enjoyed every morsel - don't think about the points, it's only once, and it's what you do next that counts :)

7:08 PM  
Blogger Shannin said...

I think that's one of the problems with going on "diets," per se. The word diet just automatically means denying yourself something. I prefer "food plan" meaning I plan what I eat, and sometimes that includes a piece of cake. Of course, what trips me up is falling off the plan...

Enjoy the cake and then get right back on your own plan...

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Monday, March 21

Hungry
You wouldn't think that dropping from an average of 20 points a day (140 weekly) to 18 (126 weekly) would be that difficult, but it is.

I've not been that successful so far, but I will keep trying. Soon I won't have a choice in the matter.

I am really looking forward to this weekend away. Although I won't have an official weigh-in this Saturday because I will not be going to my Weight Watcher's meeting, I still plan to weigh myself Friday morning and record that weight as my weekly weigh-in.

I still can't believe I am within 4.2 kilos from my goal weight. This is amazing.

I had a Postie Fashions party at my mum-in-law's house on the weekend and I was the model for the clothes. When the hostess asked me to do the modelling she said, "Okay so what size do you wear, a 10?"

Will I ever get used to that question?

I told her 10's and 12's, and unbelievablly I fit into almost a size 10 in everything except certain skirts. There were a few things she only had in 12's, but it was so surreal to put on size 10 pants. I couldn't believe it.

Also, one of my mother-in-law's friend who hasn't seen me in a while told me that I looked so good she didn't even recognize me when she saw me. Then as she was leaving she told me again how great she thought I looked.

What I noticed most when I was putting on the clothes is that my thighs are finally slimming down. I guess the 5 kilos I've lost since Chrismtas must have come off my legs and bum and hopefully the last 4 will as well.

Let me tell you, I am still pinching myself. I never thought I'd be wearing a size 10 ever, and here I am wearing a size 10.

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Anonymous dietgirl said...

wow... soooo close! it must be so exciting :)

12:00 AM  
Blogger AliRose said...

It must feel so incredible to be reaching your goal! It makes every difficult day so worth it! I am just so happy for you, words can not express.

5:10 AM  
Blogger Angel said...

WOW!!! u must be feeling absolutely amazing being so close to goal!! what an inspiration u r!!!!

9:22 AM  
Blogger Silverella said...

I would sing "Perfect 10" from the beautiful south to you, but you aint wearing a 12 so that would not be too precise!

I'm just so happy for you!!!!!!

6:15 PM  
Anonymous Beatte said...

What a warm feeling! Thanks for sharing your thoughts -- it is very inspiring to someone who is at the beginning of the path! :)

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Sunday, March 20

Another List
I borrowed these questions from a site I was at today for the first time, so because I am bored and do not have a lot to say today, I thought I'd use it here:

1. If you could build a second house anywhere, where would it be?
I haven't built the first one yet, but I'd like it to be close to my parents, possibly somewhere in Baton Rouge, LA.

2. What are your favorite articles of clothing?
I love to wear a lot of things, but I really love jeans and cute jackets.

3. The last CD you bought?
mr. ralph bought it for me, the new Sarah McLachlan CD.

4. What time do you wake up in the morning?
Around 5:00 am on most mornings, if it is just to make a pitt stop and lock my cat out of my room so I can sleep for 30 more minutes.

5. What is your favorite kitchen appliance?
Our kitchen is pretty boring and basic, I like my microwave.

6. If you could play an instrument, what would it be?
hmmm. I have no idea on this one. Probably the guitar.

7. What's your favorite color?
Teal

8. Which vehicle do you prefer, sports car, motorcycle, or SUV?
Sports car, but I really don't worry about this much.

9. Do you believe in the afterlife?
Yes sometimes.

10. Favorite children's book?
When I was young I read a lot, but nothing is standing out. I really enjoyed The Velveteen Rabbit. It still makes me cry.

11. What is your favorite season?
Spring, no doubt.

12. If you have a tattoo, what is it?
I have a butterfly on my left leg just above the ankle.

13. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
The ability to magically make new clothes appear? Sound silly, but it would be a great power.

14. Can you juggle?
No way in hell.

15. Someone from your past that you wish you could go back and talk with?
My Grandpa. The good one.

16. What is under your bed?
So much stuff! Boxes, suitcases, shoes. We have a small place.

17. What is your favorite day?
Probably Saturdays.

18. Sushi or hamburger?
Probably both, but I eat more hamburger.

19. Of the people who normally read your blog, who is most likely to respond first?
Hmm. Argy?

20. On which blog did you find this meme?
Nearest Distant Shore

21. What is your favorite flower?
Tulips!

22. What is your favorite meal?
I love food. Can't you tell? But I love fresh prawns with garlic sauce. MMmm.

23. Describe your pjs.
I sleep in t-shirts and boxer shorts or just a tank and the undies. Nothing exciting.

24. Favorite Breakfast?
My most favorite breakfast is the one my mom makes, with homemade southern biscuits, grits, eggs, and some gravy.

25. Do you like your job?
On some days I do, but lately I'd say no.

26. What is your dream job?
To be able to write and make good money doing it.

27. What age do you plan to retire?
I've never thought about that one. Probably when I am around 70.

28. Where did you meet your spouse or significant other?
On Lambda moo, but in the flesh we met in the New Orleans Airport. It was a magical day.

29. Something you would like to do that you have never done before.
Travel through Europe with unlimited funds.

6 Comments:
Anonymous Beatte said...

Grits are heavenly food. You can get Instant Grits in the store. Here is how I recommend you eat them:

1. Make a package of instant grits in the microwave.

2. Fry them in a pan so they get nice and lumpy, with a thick consistency.

3. Fry up a couple of eggs, over easy, and put them on top of the grits in a bowl.

Enjoy! The grits sop up the egg yolks like bread, and it tastes wonderful. :)

4:23 AM  
Blogger Roni said...

Did you and Mr. Ralph really meet online? I love it!

5:00 AM  
Anonymous honestyrain said...

sign me up for that super power too!

7:06 AM  
Blogger kimba said...

I like this list, someone sent it to me the other day by email (you know, where you fill it in first then pass it on) and we were like "you can play the piano?" heh. Always good to get insight into people - thanks for sharing.

You'd love the new jacket I'm wearing today - it's teal, in a very fine cord :)

8:01 AM  
Blogger Silverella said...

I stay offline one day and I miss my chance to stand up to my reputation...shite! lol

I love these lists, I always think of doing one of my own after I read yours but then I am not sure why I keep procrastinating them!

I love teal too...and I have no idea what grits are either!

But they sound yummy!

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Saturday, March 19

Weigh-in March 19th
Today I weighed-in at 67.2 kilos. That makes another remarkable loss of 600 grams. I have not had this many steady weight losses until I started my version of the Wendie Plan. Although they're not huge numbers, I can get used to this.

After the unusual weightgain on Thursday morning I stopped taking Voltaren and drank like 4 litres of water on Thursday and then again on Friday. This I think helped flush all the drug out of my system, allowing the water retention to stop as well.

On the Au Weight Watchers plan I am meant to be eating 20 points a day up until I weigh 65 kilos, but being just above that I have decided to try to go down to 18 points a day this week. This will make the Wendie Plan a lot harder because on the superlow point day I will only be allowed 12 points, but I think if I try it, these last 4.2 kilos will go a lot quicker.

A man reached his goal weight today at my Weight Watchers meeting and I vowed (to myself of course) to be the next one at my meeting to do that.

I've also been thinking a lot about what I want my personal goal weight to be, and I think that getting a few kilos under my WW goal weight may be a good idea so I won't be in danger of going over it.

I of course will let you guys know how I am doing with that. I did take 1 50 mg tablet of Voltaren today because I noticed some of the pain in my arm returning. But there is no way I am going back to taking it 3 times a day. Nuh-uh.

I am feeling sooo tired right now. The cat has been waking me up early in the morning and although mr. ralph is taking a nap right now, I just can't fall asleep.

Emotionally I feel a bit on the lower end of the scale, but I think again that is probably due to the lack of rest over the last few days.

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Blogger Cara said...

You should be so proud with your weight loss success! I weigh about 193 lbs. right now and I SO WISH that I could lose about 45-50 lbs by mid-June for my neices wedding. Part of my weight problem is my thyroid...the other part is that I've had a chronic illness for 3 years and I'm just starting to feel like myself again. I used to be very in shape and work out at the gym 3-4 times a week. But, once I got sick and my thyroid went nuts I didn't have the energy to go plus I physically didn't feel like it.
My husband and I recently joined a community center that has a full gym. We joined 2 weeks ago but I don't have anyone to go with me for the first time besides my husband and I have to wait for the weekends to expect him to go with me at a time besides 5 am or 8 pm. Hopefully this weekend he'll "hold my hand" and go with me and I'll feel "good enough" about myself to go alone next week!

7:33 PM  
Blogger Cara said...

Oh, I'm here via Michele's weekend meet-n-greet!!

7:38 PM  
Blogger lms said...

Well done on another great loss this week.

I think I might have to try the Wendie plan. My pts are up and down each day anyhow, but Im not sure I could plan my "high" days, they just kinda happen, same with my "low" days. Its great the flexibility we have with the ww pts.

9:12 PM  
Anonymous Beatte said...

Good for you! :) I am frankly impressed by anyone who can recognize their anxiety and take positive steps to find a solution in the face of it. This is something I find very difficult to do for myself. You found one and now you are back on track -- this is a lot to feel proud and good about!

4:10 AM  
Blogger Dawn said...

Sounds like you are doing well.

Thanks for posting on my site:)

9:46 AM  
Anonymous terrilynn said...

Good for you!

Oh, yeah, Michele sent me.

9:48 AM  
Blogger mrsmogul said...

hi, I came here from michele. Remember, its a lifestyle than a diet. Stay away from white foods such as rice, pasta, bread. Drink lots of water and exercise. That's great that you are losing weight!

10:16 AM  
Blogger mrsmogul said...

hi, I came here from michele. Remember, its a lifestyle than a diet. Stay away from white foods such as rice, pasta, bread. Drink lots of water and exercise. That's great that you are losing weight!

10:16 AM  
Blogger kimba said...

I think dropping to 18 points could be a good idea especially if you've been on 20 for ages. After all you're pretty close to where you'd 'have' to drop anyway, so why not give it a go?

You're so close now!!! :)

8:03 AM  
Blogger Lady in R3d said...

Wow! I don't know you (obviously) but I feel such admiration for you. Way to go!!!!
Also love Paula Poundstone comic. Saw the quote. :D
Lady in R3D ~~8^)

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Friday, March 18

Bad medicine is what I need
I really freaked right out yesterday. I decided to do my Thursday morning at home weigh-in because I like to know how things are going 2 days before the official one and low and behold the scale said an enormous 68.8. Yes, you are not seeing things and neither was I.

I got on and off of it a few times and it never changed. It actually once went on up to 69 kilos.

But how could that be I wondered? I have been so good!

Then it dawned on me. This crap medicine I'm on had to be the culprit. So I went online and looked up Voltaren and guess what one of the side effects of taking this shit is? Unusual weight gain due to water retention. I already have enough problems with that on my own without this medicine.

I kept telling myself all day that it is not a true reflection of my weight but it still kept nagging at me. I drank around 9 water bottles yesterday (around 4 and a half litres) and was in the bathroom so much people at work probably thought I was ill. I also only took my morning dosage of the medicine.

It seems to be okay at the moment, no real pain in my arm or right shoulder. The left one is acting up, but I think right now I am still trying to adjust to my new chair. I'm not sure that it is the right kind of chair for me, but I plan to discuss that with the work physio when she comes on Monday.

I guess the point I think I am trying to make is this: I am still very much ruled by the scale. I know that my clothes look great and feel great, but when it goes up in the slightest I really get down on myself.

I am so worried that I will slip up and somehow gain all this weight back. Mentally I tell myself that I will have work hard at staying this way or otherwise I will balloon up and none of my clothes will fit.

I'm really looking forward to next weekend. I plan to take some beads with me on our anniversary trip to the Mclaren Vale so that I can have some downtime and make jewelry. I plan to sleep more, eat good food, and drink wine. And I also hope to not worry if I gain a little next week because I need a break.

I love you guys, thanks for all the nice things you said in my last comment section. You rock.

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Blogger Silverella said...

Don't worry. Voltaren really does this!And it goes away right when you stop taking the bastards!And you know what, I love you too!!!

6:51 PM  
Blogger Shannin said...

I am totally with you as far as my mood being ruled by the scale. I hate that. I know if I am going to have a hard/long day at work, I won't weigh myself in the morning because I know if I am up a pound (or two!) I will beat myself up all day long. As they say, ignorance is bliss! That's why I really try to weigh myself only once a month.

1:18 AM  
Anonymous Beatte said...

Water you retain can be extremely heavy, because it is actually temporary storage for sugars that your body is trying to metabolize. Certain medicine can make you metabolize differently, which causes "water retention" (in other words, an abundance of temporary sugar storage rather than burning off energy immediately).

Now, if I can offer some unasked-for advice (grin), I know what you mean about fearing a situation in which you gain all the weight back. I have gone through that, but for me the key was that I had suffered a couple of personal setbacks and I just didn't care anymore. As long as you care, it's unlikely that you'll slide backwards significantly enough to wake up one day and realize you've gained it all back.

But, I think you can care and not be slave to the scale. It's just a matter of consciously thinking of ways that you can monitor yourself without relying on the scale. Whether you use the "jeans fitting to tight" method or switch to going entirely off of measurements that you take on a monthly basis, or something else entirely, is what you have to figure out for yourself.

The only thing that I have noticed is nearly universal is that the scale is not a good way to monitor yourself when you are in a maintenance situation, or when you are getting close to your goal weight. There are so many reasons why you can weigh five pounds more, but your pants still fit, and vise versa.

Maybe a paradigm shift is in order?

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6:07 AM


Wednesday, March 16

On again off again
I know that blogger has been having its problems lately, but so far so good today. It took me forever to publish yesterday's entry.

This one wont be that long actually. I just wanted to check in to say I received a compliment from someone yesterday (well they didn't know it was one).

The physio who has never met me before made a comment about my new chair saying that the seat is adjustable (it pulls outwards in front) for *whisper* "larger people". But, she said, "You do not have that problem."

I've not stopped thinking about what she said since then. I know it probably would have rolled off the back of some skinny person who has never had a weight problem, but it truly meant something to me to hear someone else referring to me as a skinny person.

Does anyone else know what I mean?

It was like, "Wow. She doesn't think I have a weight problem!"

What a huge thing. I can't believe that I still feel like this enourmous person, but on the outside others see me as being thin.

Psychologically this was a very remarkable thing.

And, yes I have a new chair, and a new footrest, also my monitor is at a new level and further away from my face. Hopefully this will help ease up the tension in my shoulders.

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Blogger Sque said...

Wow! I can SO relate! In fact, I blogged about a very similar subject today in regard to where my self esteem went.

Congratulations on the weightloss and NO you don't look at all like you have "that" problem! Looking great in fact!

I'm not sure how I found my way here, but I will be adding you to my blogroll so that I can find my way back! :)

2:08 PM  
Anonymous honestyrain said...

this is a major moment, isn't it. you're not the fat girl anymore. time to see yourself the way we do? that is so not easy though! ack!

congrats on the good feelings you got from someone who doesn't know what you used to look like so you know they're not saying you look good 'compared' to how you use to look.

you just look good ;)

7:28 AM  
Blogger CheekyMoo said...

I can really relate to that. It really took me a while to not see myself as the fat girl. When people call me Slim and Skinny Minnie my first instinct for a while was to tell them where to go. It would take a few minutes to realize they weren't poking fun at me. It takes a while for our brains to catch up with our bodies. You're looking good and almost there! I don't even know what I'll do the day I hit goal. The day I went under 200 pounds I sat and cried like a baby I was so happy.

10:44 AM  
Anonymous Beatte said...

I've never really had that particular experience, mostly because I've always been very plus-sized even when I'm slim and fit.

I have the opposite situation, where I'm much stronger and more nimble than a woman my size is "supposed" to be. I saw a new doctor and she took one look at me and turned around to get a footstool so I could get up onto the table, and by the time she turned around I was there. You could have knocked her over with a feather. LOL

2:14 PM  
Blogger Silverella said...

I'm so glad for you! You do look thin you know! And you know why? Because you are!!!!

6:16 PM  
Blogger Denise said...

Well, of course she didn't think you were fat...you're not! No matter what YOU see when you look in the mirror, everyone else just sees a normal, thin girl - good for you for your hard work and dedication to make that happen. :)

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Tuesday, March 15

The eyes have it
how pretty


Yesterday was going very well. I had a great meeting with the physio who has ordered me a new chair, new footrest, and something to raise my monitor. She told me lots of tips about how to keep myself fresh and prevent back aches.

Then we went for a walk in the afternoon. I was so proud of myself!

But then when we got home I noticed something very strange about or kid, buckley. One of his eyes was very dialated and the other pupil was quite constricted and they weren't returning to normal. I of course totally freaked out. We drove him straight to the Animal hospial that is near us and I cried the whole time. I just knew they were going to tell me it was fatal, I couldn't get a hold of myself.

After we finally got seen after waiting in for 45 minutes with a bunch of dogs scaring my baby, the doctor checked him out and said that there weren't any signs of anything major or fatal, but he also couldn't figure out why his eye was like that. In the end he gave him some anti-infammatory drugs and said that maybe he had sustained some sort of bump to his head or neck that didn't cause any major injury to him because he didn't have any noticable lumps or scrapes, but it was enough to make his eye stay constricted. He sent us home and told us that it should work itself out over the course of the week, but if we notice anything else we should bring him bcack in.

This morning he seems normal, except his eye is still not dialating to full capacity.

I think that the weird siamese cat must have hit him because it has been coming in our yard and staring in our windows crying this weird gutteral cry at Buckley. He just did it now and I had to chase him away. We're not letting Buckley outside for a while because that cat doesn't like him and since Buckley is so friendly it is very likely that the stupid cat hurt him. I am so mad right now. I just chased it away with a broom, I mean how dare it come in our yard and sit in our window and growl at my baby??

Arrgh!

Now I don't even know what I was going to say next. Except that I am still worried about him. I didn't want to go to work today, but he seems okay, it doesn't seem to be affecting his sight or anything so I will go to work.

But I also went for a walk/run this morning for 25 minutes. How crazy is that, 2 days in a row. I'm on a roll baby. Keep my Buckley in your prayers, and I will leave you with a picture of me from last night's walk in my size 12 non-stretch jeans.

size AU 12 non-stretch jeans

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Anonymous honestyrain said...

poor baby! i hope he's okay.

you look so nice out on your walk. i love walks and can't wait for the snow to go so we can get out there. i told my hubby today that once the snow melts he better be ready for daily treks. especially the days our son goes to preschool because the girl will nap while we walk so we'll be able to chat. we used to have the best chats on our walks. i miss that!

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Blogger Rory said...

Love the hair!

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Blogger vegemiterules said...

G'day, dropped in to say thank-you for calling in over the weekend via Michele's "meet and greet". Congratulations on your achievement regarding your weight loss, you look great in the photo.

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Saturday, March 12

Weigh-in March 12th
I weighed in at 67.8 kilos. That is a small but still substantial loss of 300 grams. I really was only expecting to maintain this week, so I am quite pleased with the outcome. I have come to terms with not reaching my goal by March 29th, my anniversary, but I have readjusted and desire to reach my goal by the end of April instead. If I keep losing around a kilo every two weeks this should not be a problem.

Today I went to the acute medical centre of the hospital where I had my surgery a few months ago because over the past few days I have been experiencing tingling and partial numbness in my fingers.

They sent me home after speaking with my surgeon who recommended I up my intake of anti-inflammatories and had them prescribe me a strong one. He thinks it is a mild case of inflammation around the same nerve root near the area where I had my surgery.

This didn't make me feel incredible, but it did ease my mind. I am supposed to call my doctor's rooms on Monday to report how I've been feeling. I'm thankful that the physio is going to look at my desk on Monday, because I can't take much more of this.

Sorry if you have had trouble with commenting on my site lately. And that apology comes directly from Blogger, who of course is looking after the problem diligently.

I got a indirect compliment from one of my coworkers yesterday. She said that some other person that works in the centre had asked her where I went when I was on holiday (they thought that my extended medical leave was a holiday) and she said, "What do you mean?" And they said, "She looks like she has lost a lot of weight and looks really healthy..." She said, "She had a disc replaced mate."

Oh, and the best news of the day is I bought a pair of size 10 stretchy corduroy pants and I also finally can wear a pair of size 12 (non-stretch) jeans that look and feel good. I bought these jeans right before my trip to the US and hoped to get into them sooner, but it feels so good to wear them.

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Blogger Zinnia Cyclamen said...

Hello, I came through Michele's comment game. I think you have amazing perseverance, and I'm sure you'll reach your goal.

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Blogger Silverella said...

Another 300 gr bites the dust! So good :)and a size 10 pair of pants! I think that by the end of April you will be loose on 10 babe! So happy for you!!!

And thanks so much for your comment, I still feel kind of embarassed for that post!

7:12 PM  
Blogger Roni said...

Yay, I can comment. I tried to yesterday but yes, was unable to. Congratulations on the 300 grams, you are doing great... and fitting into new (smaller)pants is ALWAYS nice.

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Anonymous terrilynn said...

Congratulations and hang in there! You're doing really well.

BTW, Michele sent me.

3:22 PM  
Blogger G-Man said...

I enjoyed your blog and courage. I am sure of only 2 things after being on this planet for 56 years: life isn't fair and all things change. With respect to the latter, I hope you reach your goal, but remember, your beauty is not the flesh that surrounds you, but the amazing spirit you have that dwells within. All the best and may you find peace and happiness in the everyday little things that we often miss. Watch for the fireflies on warm summer nights.

3:48 PM  
Anonymous notyourtypicalsouthernbelle said...

Here by way of Michele's Meet & Greet!

Congrats on your weight loss! I am trying to lose a substantial amount myself, so I can understand the frustrations at just holding....but that's better than gaining, but you know another loss will happen eventually!

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Blogger Rory said...

you know what's better than looking good? feeling good! and you certainly are feeling good! good for you!

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Wednesday, March 9

Luck running out?
I am seriously starting to think that my luck is running low with the consecutive weight losses. I weighed myself yesterday and today and I am up 600 grams. My weight didn't fluctuate from yesterday morning to today. I know I still have 3 days in which to take that off, but something tells me I probably shouldn't get my hopes up.

The thing is, if this week I don't lose, or I actually gain (I am trying to prepare myself for that possibility) I won't completely freak out.

These things happen. I'm beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and I actually fear it.

I have to deal with my fear of reaching my goal. It is a bit strange to fear something I have wanted for so long, but in the same instance very normal.

I know that when the scale hits 63 kilos I will not be magically cured of my love of food, or suddenly be a different person. But somehow even though I know these things, I still want that. I want the fantasy that one day I won't have to think about what goes in my mouth.

This is a life-long journey. I did not get to be 105 kilos overnight, I sure as hell didn't lose all of this weight overnight, so I need to be patient with myself. The inner-girl needs some reassurance that reaching goal will be okay. We will get there, we can do this together.

So I have a few goals for myself over the next 3 days. I will continue to keep my food journal (as I have done pretty religiously for months and months now) and eat healthy foods, but I will also exercise. I started to type "try" but I remember as an old Weight Watcher leader used to say, there is no "try" you either do it or you don't. So true.

Thanks to all of you for your constant encouragement and friendship. You and your blogs are my support system and I couldn't do this last bit without you.

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Blogger Silverella said...

I just want to remind you that you have not lost over 30 kilos cause you've been lucky. You have lost all this weight because you are a determined woman who has worked hard forthis accomplishment.

I understand the fear of reaching goal. Even I have this and I am 18 kilos away, not just five like you! I sometimes dread the delightful moment, because if I loose the "blame it on the weight" safe board what will I blame *it* on?

I also want to remind you that I am here and I will continue to be, for losses and gains, for good and bad. Because if it weren't for you, all of you, I am not sure I would have still be here!

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Blogger AliRose said...

God, your words always ring so true to me. I completely understand what you said about questioning what happens when you do loose all the weight, it's not like you can just go back to your old eating habits! It just feels like it's never over, a never-ending struggle. Being a woman is so difficult, with all the temptations that surround us, and the expectations of others constantly in the back of our minds, but it's quite obvious you're a strong-willed woman who can conquer anything you set your mind to. I like to just constantly think about how wonderful it makes me feel to slip into something tight and sexy, and feel confident in it. It helps when I'm reaching for that bag of cheetos or contemplating picking up that phone and calling for pizza!

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Blogger AliRose said...

God, your words always ring so true to me. I completely understand what you said about questioning what happens when you do loose all the weight, it's not like you can just go back to your old eating habits! It just feels like it's never over, a never-ending struggle. Being a woman is so difficult, with all the temptations that surround us, and the expectations of others constantly in the back of our minds, but it's quite obvious you're a strong-willed woman who can conquer anything you set your mind to. I like to just constantly think about how wonderful it makes me feel to slip into something tight and sexy, and feel confident in it. It helps when I'm reaching for that bag of cheetos or contemplating picking up that phone and calling for pizza!

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Saturday, March 5

Weigh-in March 5th
I weighed in at 68.1, and was amazed to discover that I lost 800 grams this week.

I've only got just over 5 kilos left to lose before I reach my goal. Like WOW. I mean wow. I am pinching myself.

Can you believe this? A weight loss 2 weeks in a row?!?! I mean jeez, imagine what I could do if I got my butt up off the couch and started exercising.

I think I owe it all to the Wendie Plan, which by the way I told all my fellow weight watcher' members about today. I tried to tell them anyway, but I couldn't say a whole lot because our leader likes to hog all the air time. It is weird. I've never felt so shut down in a place where we should all be sharing our ideas with each other. Isn't it a support group, not a one-woman-show? Plus she is boring and only talks about the same thing over and over again. I've heard enough about low GI foods, exercising, how her daughter is a dancer, and how good it is to eat protein for breakfast.

I would try out a different meeting, but this is the only place that does it on Saturdays and I love the other girls that work this one.

Yesterday I had one of those moments where I ate for emotional reasons and not out of hunger. I have cut back hugely on the amount of bread I eat so what did I reach for?

A baguette with butter on it. Not just a little one either, a huge footlong baguette.

Did I enjoy it? Yes, but it also made me anxious.

I would really love to kick the habit of eating something for purely emotional reasons. This time it was because I was stressed with work. We've been a lot busier than normal and my area suffers when other areas get behind in their work. We are suffering greatly right now so it makes things difficult for us.

If I hadn't lost weight I would have blamed the birthday and the baguette, but amazingly I did.

Today is my superhigh point day and I felt like having fried fish and chips for dinner. I ate it, but now I actually feel quite gross because it was so oily that I didn't fully enjoy it. I know it is okay, because the points are allotted for, but I wish I had chosen something else. It is amazing how after a long time of doing this my palate actually prefers healthy meals.

I went shopping today with the money my mom sent me for my birthday and felt amazing as I knew I could wear size 10 and size 12 clothes. It is such a good feeling. I bought a belt, a necklace and earring set that was faulty for $3 and I fixed, as well as a pair of rmk wedges. I still am on the lookout for a winter coat. I didn't want to buy something I wasn't 100% happy with since I am hoping it will last a few years.

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Blogger Cori said...

wow good for you!! Thanks for stopping by the ol blog.Mind if I poke around??

9:24 AM  
Blogger Cori said...

What is the Wendi plan?

9:25 AM  
Blogger Kimberly said...

Hi Rebeka! It's wonderful that you're getting so close to your goal!

And hi, Michele sent me.

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Blogger ms.x said...

Hi,
I'm new to the blogging scene, but I have been on many diets and I have lost a lot of weight over the years.
I just started dieting again recently. I probably weight 157 pounds or 71 kilos. I was a nurse on my feet 10 to 12 hours a day and I ate as little as possible during the day and gorged at night. I am not getting that kind of exercise so the fat is beginning to collect.
In the past I've had a lot of luck in following my diets. I always follow the same technique. I keep a food diary. Keep the calorie intake to 1500cal and walk vigoriously for a minimum of 45min per day. The biggie is the food diary. If I cut out the food I "just eat" and just eat when I am really hungry I lose the weight. I like the expression about good food: the best recipe is hunger.
Good luck to you....

9:42 AM  
Blogger kathrynoh said...

Wowsers... so close. You might be pinching yourself but you must be finding it hard to find anywhere to pinch now!

3:06 PM  
Blogger Silverella said...

go babe!!!!

Only 5 kilos to go...how do you think I look in green? hehehe

Seriously though, I was just soooo delighted to read about your loss!

And I so know what you mean about the ww leader. Mine used to be like that. In my group there were a few really heavy people, who were trying but at 140 kilos, they were finding the quantities too small, and were asking for tricks to have bigger meals in same points. So I was telling them about the burgers I came out with, that had equal quantity of chicken mince and veggies minced too, and i remember th eleader stubbornly say...portion control, when you get to goal portion control will be your tool of success.

These poor folks had 70 kilos to go and were on their first weeks.

6:31 PM  
Blogger CheekyMoo said...

You're so close! I'm going to have to hunt around here for the Wendi plan. You're amazing and inspiring.I can't wait until I'm that close.

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Blogger Bev - Living In Hormoney said...

You're

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Blogger Bev - Living In Hormoney said...

You're doing so well! Good for you!

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Blogger kimba said...

Hey well done on the loss! Another one next week and that'll be a hat trick.

Less than 5kg to go. That must feel so good. You should be damn proud of yourself.

Isn't it funny when we indulge in something that we haven't had for ages and it's so oily (or whatever) that it's a total disappointment and we wish we hadn't bothered? It's good though because it reminds us we really aren't missing anything ;D

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Blogger A Touch of Style said...

Sounds to me that old habits are beginnning to be replaced with healthier alteratives. Imagine not enjoying oily fish and chips. Way to go!

A Touch of Style :)

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Thursday, March 3

Glowing from head to toe
I'm honored that all of you have come by to visit and wish me a Happy Birthday. In the end I didn't cry about turning 30, that is if you don't count the pre-mental beakdown of last Friday night. But that was more about weight frustrations than anything.

Do I have any wisdom to offer the world? Of course! That is why I'm here blogging away my secrets of weight loss success. Because the truth is I have succeeded. I have lost an enormous amount of weight. So last Saturday night was a celebration of turning 30, but also a celebration of me.

It was good.

This week has been hectic and painful. Work is causing me to have back spasms. The good news is they are now going to have a physio come look at my work station to make sure that I have a good chair, desk height, computer height etc. Why they didn't think of this before, well... they are a corporation. They only do what they have to do. I think since I keep complaining they are afraid they will be liable for even more hospital bills in the end. Wish me luck with that.

My weight this week will probably stay about the same around 69 kilos, that is if I can keep up the routine of the past few days. I've been eating very conservatively because of all the excess from the Birthday celebrations. I even had a piece of delish mud cake on Sunday because every birthday girl deserves some cake!

I have written one of those "about me" lists, but to honor my turning 30, it is just 30 things, and not a list of 100 or 1000 to wade through. Hope you enjoy, and I've missed you guys this week. I'm anticipating having more time once my body gets accustomed to this whole working full-time thing again.

Thirty things about me:

1 I was a part of a religious cult/sect for 5 years from the ages of 19-25. If interested in details inquire within.

2 I have been on 4 continents, North America, South America, Europe, Asia and Australia. Only one left to go!

3 I met my husband on the internet at a place called lambda moo. I am such a modern woman.

4 I met my favorite singer from my teenage years, Les Claypool, lead singer/ bass player for the band called Primus. It was actually disappointing. He did not meet my high expectations and I soon dropped them off my play list.

5 I saw Nirvana in concert in New Orleans for their last concert tour not long before Cobain committed suicide. When I heard about his suicide I was on my way to work at Uni and I cried.

6 I've studied Spanish for 5 years and although am rusty, can speak it fluently.

7 I have volunteered for a non-profit organization and spent a few weeks helping out in a orphanage in Mexico City.

8 Whilst in Mexico I saw the opening of the cartoon Tarzan in Spanish; I also saw the US opening in English.

9 I also climbed to the very top of the Piramides de Teotihuacan in Mexico City.

10 I've lived in the following places: Baton Rouge, LA; Wiggins, MS; Littlefork, MN; Alburquerque, NM; Las Cruces, NM; Louisville, Kentucky; and Adelaide, South Australia.

11 I was arrested when I was 18 on a bogus charge of trespassing, with a group of about 30 students on Halloween in a graveyard performing a seance. We were sentenced with a few hours of community service (we cleaned a city street one afternoon) and the charges were erased from our records.

12 I've smoked my fair share of maryjane and tried acid once but thankfully it had no affect and I am now Drug Free.

13 I have a tattoo on my left leg just above my ankle of a butterfly that I got while visiting a friend in Germany.

14 There are only a few things that I refuse to eat among those is Squid and Octypus. Anything with suckers freaks me out.

15 I eat Kangaroo, it is yummy.

16 I lost my virginity when I was 18.

17 I also got my driver's license that same year.

18 Also that year I moved out of my parent's house. Coincidence?

19 I love cats and have had so many in my lifetime I can't even remember them all, but those that stand out in my memory are:
Seventoes, Cootsie Wootsie, Peaches, Spunky Brewster, MableFat, Nobbie (who still lives with my mom) and Buckley.

20 I love SpongeBob Squarepants.

21 I salivate when I smell vegemite; I think it is amazing.

22 People say that I am a perfectionist, I would have to agree.

23 I've experienced and survived a lot of trauma in my lifetime, this has made me very strong.

24 My hair has been every color except Black.

25 My nose is slightly crooked (look closely) because my sister pelted me with a baseball when I was 16 and broke my nose. I had 2 black eyes and never saw a doctor.

26 And if you couldn't confer from the above statement, I am horrible at all sports except I have an unnatural love of volleyball although I am only 5' 3".

27 If you want to make my day, make me something. I love homemade gifts.

28 I am horrible at dates and have forgotten my own mother's b-day more than once. (I know!!!)

29 I do not like the new Star Wars movies, and in fact I didn't see the old ones until I was in my early 20's.

30 My favorite Spanish word is Mariposa, and it means butterfly, plus the butterfly is symbolic of change and new beginnings which I also love.

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Anonymous Marisa said...

I like mariposa too! My second favorite word is cacahuate, because it's so fun to say. Feliz cumpleanos, from a "lurker" who is inspired daily by your blog.

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Blogger Silverella said...

When I was studying for my Master in Brussels, after the first 3 totally gloomy months of contant rain and suicidal thoughts, a Spanish girl joined the uni. You have no idea what it means for a mediterennean woman to meet another in a huge group of students from every gloomy and cold country you can imagine! I used to adore listening to her speaking to her family and friends on the phone, this language is like music! Unfortunately, all she taught me were the bad words...like cohones and maricon and hijo de puta and the likes...lol
But together, we did burn the city down!!!!
Great post today, you had me smilling all over it!

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Anonymous Beatte said...

Fun! I think these lists are a great way to get to know people. :)

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Blogger Sharron said...

Hey there, I stopped over here via Sharoni. It's my first time.

Congrats on the weight loss!! That is an amazing accomplishment and you should be very proud of what has come off so far.

I'm about to turn 31 and I feel your pain. I too thought it would be worse then it really was. I'm over it now. lol

Having my workstation evaluated was one of the best things my boss has ever done for me. It will totally make all the difference in the world.

That was a great list of 30. You have certainly 'lived' your 30 years.

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Blogger Crayonsetc said...

Well I hope you had a wonderful birthday!! I loved turning 30 (I can say that now... I am looking at 40 this summer)!!

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Blogger Ms Gigglepuss said...

Youch, work sounds pretty painful. I sure hope they can alleviate the agony for you...it's amazing what a good chair, desk height, and such candofor you. Congrats on being 30 and I love your list of thirty things!

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Blogger Ms. Lori said...

Happy belated, babycakes! Also, congrats on almost reaching your weight goal. You look absolutely gorgeous in those photos below -- love the blue dress.

Oh, and I cried, too, when I heard of Kurt's death.

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Blogger Rory said...

*winks*

Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?

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Blogger kimba said...

Oh I love lists about people! Why did you stop at 30? heh. Thanks for sharing, I feel like I know you a little better now.

Well done on the Spanish fluency - I love Spanish and once took a beginner's course and decided all that verb conjugation was way too hard! So I took up Indonesian instead. In which 'butterfly' is 'kupu-kupu' - cute, huh?

Useless Trivia: In Indonesia they call prostitutes 'kupu-kupu malam' which means 'Night Butterflies'. Now there's a euphemism for ya :)

PS Vegemite makes me salivate too...

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